Thursday, November 29, 2007


It's been a long time since I've been this sexually frustrated. I actually did have sex this morning, but it was just a quickie. That's all my lover had time for. I needed much, much more. I had an orgasm, but still fill really pent up. I think later today, I'm going to see if the spa can squeeze me in for a massage and then I'll let Mr. Smith go down on me tonight. Even though Mr. Smith is useless with his dick, his mouth is actually pretty satisfying. If he doesn't it long and good enough, I'll let him cum on my boobs. It's been awhile since I've let him cum.

I need to relax. Maybe some shopping would help.

Interesting ...

I found this in another blog and it was so dead on, I thought I'd share:


the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity. Scroll down to the letter corresponding to the first letter of your first name and see what your name reveals about YOUR sexual identity!

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-A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.

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-B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments and particularly when it comes to lovemaking. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite and abstain from sex if need be. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

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-C- You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You must be able to talk to your sex partner before, during, and after. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sexual and sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual activity. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

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-D- Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in pursuit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly sexual, passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement, sometimes possessive and jealous. Sex to you is a pleasure to be enjoyed. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open mind.

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-E- Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important than the sexual act for you, but once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep with a good book. (Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book.)

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-F- You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very generous lover.

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-G- You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of erotic stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active, sexually that is, when you find the time. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to a lover, but no trouble getting close sexually.

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-H- You seek a mate who can enhance your reputation and earning ability. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be frugal in your spending and dating habits and equally cautious in your sexual involvement. You are a sensual and patient lover.

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-I- You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... Even worshipped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of sexual expression. You bore easily and thus require sexual adventure and change. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.

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-J- You are totally marvelous!

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-K- You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated.

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-L- You are very romantic, idealistic, and somehow you believe that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate or attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as your lover's savior. You are sincere, passionate, lustful, and dreamy. You can't help falling in love. You really enjoy stimulating yourself, though you are fairly new to it. You fantasize and get turned on by movies and magazines. You do not tell others of this secret life, nor of your sexual fantasies.

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-M- You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total sexual freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is inexhaustible. You also enjoy mothering your mate.

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-N- You are crap in bed. Much practice and learning is needed.

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-O- You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your sexual energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate, sexual lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Sex is serious business; thus you demand intensity and diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.

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-P- You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearances count, therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy; A good fight stimulates those sex vibes. You are relatively free of sexual hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

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-Q- You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you, sexually or otherwise. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and lots of conversation to turn you on and keep you going.

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-R- You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is very important to you. You have to be proud of your partner. You are privately very sexy, but you do not brag, you are willing to serve as teacher. Sex is important; you can be a very demanding playmate.

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-S- You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along.

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-T- You are very sensitive, private, and sexually passive; you like a partner who takes the lead. Music, soft lights and romantic thoughts turn you on. You fantasize, but do not tend to fall in and out of love easily. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic, mushy, and extremely intense. You enjoy having your senses and your feelings stimulated, titillated, and teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, oftentimes all in your own head.

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-U- You are enthusiastic and idealistic when in love. When not in love, you are in love with love, always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need adventure, excitement, and freedom. You deal in potential relationships. You enjoy giving gifts and enjoy seeing your mate looking good. Your sex drive is strong and you desire instant ratification. You are willing to put your partner's pleasures above your own.

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-V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out. You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on, even though you yourself may not be a participant.

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-W- You are very proud, determined, and you refuse to take no for an answer when pursuing love. Your ego is at stake. You are romantic, idealistic, and often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner as he or she really is. You feel deeply and throw all of yourself into your relationships. Nothing is too good for your lover. You enjoy playing love games.

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-X- You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You talk while you make love. You can have the greatest love affairs, all by yourself, in your own head.

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-Y- You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forgo the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your performance. You are an open, stimulating, romantic bedmate.

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-Z- For you, it is business before pleasure. If you are in any way bothered by career, business, or money concerns, you find it very hard to relax and get into the mood. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and are capable of much sensuality. But you never lose control of your emotions. You are very careful and cautious before you give your heart away and your body, for that matter. Once you make the commitment, though, you stick like glue.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007


This shit with Yahoo has been one giant pain in the ass. How in the hell am I supposed to find all the people I had on my friends list again? Plus, I can't get in to monitor my own yahoo group, so I'm going to have to create another.

I need to cum. I think it would take the edge off. I don't feel like just masturbating to porn and Mr. Smith is home, so I can't fuck tonight. Grrrrr!!! I feel so stressed!

Yahoo ... yeah right

Maybe they should change their name to Boohoo since they make their users want to cry.

My new user name is luvs_the_big_1s

My new email address is

Hope you all find me!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Blogs for 11/25/07

Time to clear the air

I'm confused. Why do people assume that because I screw around on my husband that I'm in to black men? All of my lovers are white or hispanic. I'm not saying that I haven't been with black men or that I wouldn't, but I get a lot of messages from people who assume that it's my kink or something. Never once have I even mentioned black men in this blog. Yes, black men have big cocks and I like that, but to be honest, there are a shortage of them where I live and I don't leave my area often and certainly not for sex.

Maybe I should be more clear about what I do. I cheat on my husband. I'm not his dominatrix. I'm his wife. He knows about my affairs. He enjoys knowing what I do. But he does not participate. My lovers (not bulls, lovers) do NOT know that he knows. It's better for us for people not to know that he knows. I prefer professional men and the occasional good looking landscape guy or someone that I just happen to take a fancy to when we're on vacation.

I can't make it more clear that I'm not online looking for "bulls" or sissies to cuckold or anything of the sort. I'm online simply to share our lifestyle with others and to read about others who are similar and to talk to those people.

Once again ... you will never meet me. Bulls (as you call yourself, which I find gross), stop messaging me thinking you have a chance. You don't. Sissies, stop bothering me with your fetish stories. I'm not interested. Guys with big cocks who actually have something to discuss without asking me hundreds of stupid questions, message me. Women who like to talk about sex, message me.

The next time I have to explain all of this, I will delete the blog and go on my merry way without all the aggravation.

Sunday November 25, 2007 - 11:30am (CST)


I just noticed that my picture was missing. I find that interesting, because I've seen far racier pics posted on yahoo 360. I'm giving serious thought to moving my blog to something a little less tightassed that yahoo.

Sunday November 25, 2007 - 11:02am

Shopping and other weekend activities

Thanksgiving was very nice for Mr. Smith and me. Friday was even nicer. He got up like always and went to the office, leaving me sleeping off all the wine from the day before. I'm not one to get up before dawn to hit the department stores on Black Friday. I don't need to save money so badly that I'm willing to do battle with someone's granny over the latest electronic fad. I did do some Christmas shopping this weekend, but not Friday and certainly not at a mall. Saturday, I hit my favorite jewelry store for the women in our life, I browsed Tiffany's, I drove past the parking lot of the Bass Pro Shop and saw all the cars and kept driving. I'll get more done when the crowds die down.

So, back to Friday. I spent the day in bed, but not alone. The couple that I had the threesome with came over and we made some merry of our own. It seems that our little arrangement has actually strengthened their relationship with each other. Neither has anything to hide now. She went out and got him a device that wraps around his cock and balls and keeps him from cumming until it's removed. By the time she took it off of him, his balls were so sensitive and his cock was harder than I've ever seen it. When we did let him cum (after several hours of hard fucking and sucking), he spurted cum all over the both of us. It was really amusing to see the relief on his face.

Today, I plan to just kick back and relax with my computer and maybe my new glass dildo. I miss my magic wand vibe. I'm hoping to find one in my stocking this year. My rabbit is showing signs of wear too, so that would be another good gift. I found myself browsing of those those online toy stores and just looking at all the devices that they sell just for the purpose of masturbating was astounding! Of course, looking at them made me horny, too. I guess that's the idea.

Phone sex update: I've really been having a lot of fun with it. It's so exciting to hear a man moan while he's masturbating with me. Sometimes I can actually hear their hands slapping when they pick up speed. I love that sound. I've made no secret of the fact that I love masturbating and hearing a man masturbate with me is just .... well .... wow!

Now I'm going to read all of your blogs. Hope your weekend was as good as mine.

Sunday November 25, 2007 - 10:56am (CST)

Major mood improvement

One of my lovers left about a 1/2 hour ago after stopping by for a quickie. I really needed it. While I love to masturbate with my porn, there's nothing more satisfying that feeling full and stretched by a big, thick cock.

I'm feeling so much better, I think I'll let Mr. Smith cum on my tits tonight. He's been so good to me lately.

I'll be leaving for the spa shortly to have my hair and nails done and get a waxing before the holiday, so I'd like to wish all my loyal readers a Happy Thanksgiving!

Wednesday November 21, 2007 - 12:08pm

Some musings

I get messaged pretty often by men who open with "Hi. Love your blog." To which I usually reply "Thanks". I mean, that's just polite, right? If someone says they enjoy something you did, you thank them. I'm just wondering when "thanks" became an invitation for sex, because once I say that, men ask me when we're going to meet, or if they can see me naked on my cam, or something equally as stupid. One even asked me how I can get kinky with a man if I don't own a cam. Hmmmm.... don't know there, genius, maybe the same way people did before the invention of the cam. They have sex.

Now, if these people that message me telling me they enjoyed my blog, I can only assume they read it. Those of you who read my blogs regularly should now by now, that you'll never meet me, I'm not going to show you my body on cam and I'm not going to tell you where I live or give you any personal information that I haven't already shared in this blog.

So, now, with that being said, I can assume one of two things: they're not actually reading the blogs, just scanning the dirty parts, if that, or they're reading the blogs and think so very highly of themselves that certainly I did not mean them when I stated those things. I only meant everyone else.

I don't want to imply that no one can message me. That's not the case, but please, if you do, have something intelligent to say.

Before you message me and ask the following here are the answers:

Where are you from? The United States.
Can I see your tits? No.
Do you cam? No.
When can we meet for sex? When Hell freezes, donkeys fly and monkey fly out of my ass.
Does you husband know you cheat? Yes.
Want to watch me jerk off on cam? No.

I'm not a big fan of playing 20 questions. If you wish to message me, let's have a discussion, ok? Is that so tough, guys?

Now that I've gotten that out of my system. Again, I can kick back with some lovely porn. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..............

Wednesday November 21, 2007 - 08:57am

Back to normal

I woke up extremely horny this morning. Right after Mr. Smith left this morning, I jumped right back in bed and dragged out my favorite dildo to use with some porn. I hadn't even had my first orgasm when a very hot man called for phone sex. He was really good with the dirty talk and brought me to two delicious orgasms.

After cooling off, I went back at it with the video posted in my previous blog and switched from my dildo to my magic wand vibrator. When I turned it on, it made this pathetic hum and no vibration. Good fuck toys are like men. They wear out in time. This is why I'm so looking forward to the glass dildo. I just hope I don't break it. I did get another orgasm with my old trusty vibe. I'm just damned glad I was able to find two C batteries. So far, four mind-blowing orgasms. I'm going to take a little break, eat some lunch and go back to it. I went four days without. I have some making up to do.

Tuesday November 20, 2007 - 12:10pm

Feeling much better

Yeah, I got sick. It must have been some 24 hour thing. I was actually feeling human yesterday, but opted to spend one more day in bed, just to be sure. I was feeling so much better this morning, that I stayed in bed all day. *laugh* I know what you're thinking. I wasn't having sex. I wasn't even masturbating. In fact, I haven't had an orgasm since Thursday. This only happens when I've been sick.

Mr. Smith slept in one of the guest rooms to give me some space and to try to prevent getting sick. He did make sure that I was cared for and had everything a sick person needs to feel better. He's so sweet like that.

Tomorrow .... sex for sure!

Monday November 19, 2007 - 10:51pm

The worst possible timing

Last night I was in bed with the worlds worst headache. You know the kind that hurt so bad that you feel sick to your stomach? I pray to God I'm not coming down with something. I feel somewhat better today, but still kind of achy. I think I'll spend the day in bed to be sure.

Friday November 16, 2007 - 07:59am

Good morning!

Yes, it has been a good morning so far. One orgasm already under my belt.

When I checked my email this morning there was one from a person who emailed me a link and a code. It was an online glass dildo store and the code was a gift certificate! I was shocked! He said it was a gift because he'd enjoyed my blogs so much. Well, I'd never look a gift horse in the mouth, so I'm going to use it, of course. I'm torn between two of them, so I haven't ordered yet, but I want to thank this person again for being so sweet and sending such a thoughtful gift.

I'm going to try to have more orgasm before I start my day. Lots to do to get ready for Thanksgiving. I'll try to write more later.

Thursday November 15, 2007 - 08:21am

Aftermath and the return of Mr. Smith

Well, the couple that I fucked Saturday survived the truth that both of them were fucking me. They spent all day yesterday talking and both decided they still love each other, but both need more from their marriage, so both have agreed that sex with me is still a good idea. Of course, they both still think that Mr. Smith knows nothing of this and I don't intend to change that. He knows everything. They just don't know he knows.

And speaking of Mr. Smith, he should be home soon with his deer. I've enjoyed having him gone, but I also missed him and I'm eager to see him. Don't think that just because I fuck other people that I don't care about my husband. I do. Very much. I love him. I just like to fuck. I'd never leave him and he'd never leave me.

I'm still getting multiple requests for pictures and to show myself on cam. This is not going to happen, boys. Get it through your heads. My privacy is everything. If you ask for a pic or to show myself, I will put you on ignore. Also, if you've read my blogs, you pretty well know all the information that I'm willing to share publicly. I spend the time typing that info so that I don't have to type it over and over to everyone who asks questions. This blog is available to everyone on my friends list.

I did have sex today with a guy who works on one if my neighbor's lawn. He speaks English and is hung to his knees! I know he'd never tell, because if he did, I'd publicly call him a liar, he'd lose his job and probably end up back across the border. I'd hate for that to happen. He's a nice person and a really good lay.

More later.

Monday November 12, 2007 - 02:38pm

I love deer season!

I finally got my threesome!! Yay!!

I convinced the woman that I've been fucking to invite her husband over for a little play time at my house. (If you've been following my blog, you know that I've been doing them both, but neither knew about it.)

Anyway, she called him and told him that she was at my house and asked him if he would like to come over for drinks because I was lonely and needed some company. (I wasn't, but it was the plot we hatched.) He did and we started drinking. Once we'd gotten a few drinks in us, she and I kissed to see his reaction. He was shocked but didn't say anything, so we kissed again. He didn't attempt to stop us, so we kept kissing and then asked him if he'd like to join in the kissing. He jumped across the room and the fun began.

They left this morning after breakfast. I'm sure they have a lot to discuss.

I'm spending the day alone today resting and recooping from yesterday. Of course, I do have my lap top near by, so if the mood to watch porn and play with the toys arises ....
well, let's just say that thinking about last night is making me very horny.

I'm taking calls today. Phone fun!

Sunday November 11, 2007 - 11:52am


Time to put the toys away and get some sleep. Thank you (you know who you are) for the orgasms. I loved hearing you cum.

Sweet dreams, everyone.

Saturday November 10, 2007 - 12:34am

Weekend home alone

It's deer season and Mr. Smith is out "roughing it" in the "wilderness" with his sons. (They have a cabin with central heat and air, plus a fireplace.) He won't be home until Monday evening, so I have this big old house all to myself.

For the past couple of days I've been busy getting him ready, helping him pack, etc., plus getting all of my own stuff done so that I have all weekend to pretty much do nothing but fuck. Tonight, I plan to watch porn and masturbate, hopefully not alone. If anyone wants to play, too, follow this link and join in: Phone fun.

I've decided I like the phone fun way more than the internet fun. It's much easier to hold the phone with my shoulder and use my dildos than it is to try and type and use them. Plus, hearing a man tell me all the naughty stuff he wants to do to my body while he's playing with his big cock drives me crazy!

Friday November 9, 2007 - 09:42pm

Last night

After signing out of messenger yesterday afternoon, I got in the shower and started getting ready for Mr. Smith to come home and dinner. He came home a little earlier expected and he was in a rather sour mood. He yelled at me because I wasn't ready to leave, because there were too many leaves on the lawn and because the house wasn't completely spotless (even though I had picked up after him that morning). Explaining to him that he was early, it was the cleaning lady's day off and the lawn guys are coming today would have been pointless, so I just let him rant, apologized and we went to dinner. I made sure I wore something revealing and heavily flirted with the wait staff. That seems to cheer him up some.

When we got home, I undressed him and put his suit with the pile that goes to the cleaners and took off his device. I sat down on the bed and talked baby talk to his ugly little penis while stroking it. I told it that it was too tiny to ever please me and that I have to use toys and fuck real men to get satisfied. After some teasing, the tugged off my panties and licked my pussy to two really powerful orgasms. Now, while my husband's penis could never, ever make me cum, his tongue has never failed. I've never been with anyone who's as good at eating pussy as he is. Not even other women. I guess God gives us all a gift, and that is his.

This morning he apologized for last night. I'm sure I'll be given something expensive tonight.

Today, I have an appointment at the spa for hair, nails, waxing and facial. Mr. Smith has a business dinner tonight, so I'm having dinner at the club with the woman that I'm having an affair with. Hopefully it will be more than dinner.

Tuesday November 6, 2007 - 08:42am

Quick weekend rundown

Friday night, Mr. Smith and I went to a cocktail party. It's was pretty lame, at best. There was no one interesting to talk to and I was bored out of my mind. Fortunately, Mr. Smith didn't make me stay long. He put me in a cab and sent me home. He wanted to stay and play cards. On my way home, I called one of my lover's cell and had him meet me back at home. He enjoyed getting me out of my dress and heels almost as much as I loved getting out of them. Mr. Smith came home a little tipsy at 3am and cleaned up what my lover left behind. Five orgasms for me, two for my lover and none for hubby.

Saturday, we slept in and then went to the club for tennis. It was chilly, but sunny.

Sunday, Mr. Smith had an early tee time, so I got laid and then cleaned some rugs that needed attention.

I've gotten quite a few messages from men interested in phone sex and since I can't respond to every message right away, here's the link:

Phone fun

It's kinda cool because it tells you whether or not I'm available.

Again, men with big cocks only or men with little cocks who wish to be humiliated and denied for having a little cock. An "average" cock does nothing for me except to laugh at it. If you don't have a big, hard throbbing cock to satisfy me, then only call if you want to be laughed at. I can't stress this enough.

I woke up extremely horny this morning and have been teasing myself for about an hour. I'm ready to get down with some serious masturbating. I've decided that to hell with trying to control myself. *laugh*

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Monday November 5, 2007 - 07:59am

Phone sex update

Mr. Smith is so smart! He found a site that allows me to have sex. It costs to use, but it's keeps both parties totally anonymous. I'm pretty excited about it, however, I only want to talk to men with really big cocks or men who wish to be cucked or humiliated for not having a big cock. I do not want to hear from men who are "average" and just interested in hearing me get off on my toys. "Average" cocks DO NOT turn me on. Big, thick, cut manly cocks is what I love.

I only take pre-arranged calls for now, so if you're interested in a little bit of phone fun, message me, and I'll give you the link to call me.

Thursday November 1, 2007 - 01:27pm

Halloween and other fun

I really need to ease up on the masturbating. I've practically been rubbing myself raw and it's interfering with sex with my lovers. Tuesday morning, I looked at all that great porn and used a rabbit vibe, a dildo and my magic wand getting myself off. When my lover came over later that afternoon, I could only fuck for a little while. I mostly had to suck him off.

Yesterday, I spent most of my day getting ready for a costume party at the club. Mr. Smith went as Hef and I went as a bunny.

I've had many people message me asking for phone sex. Because of my need for privacy, I've declined all requests. I discussed this with Mr. Smith, because the idea of phone sex actually does turn me on. It would certainly be easier than trying to type and masturbate. Plus, hearing another voice getting off while I'm getting off would be much more fun. Mr. Smith told me he'd try to find a way to make this happen, yet still remain anonymous. People have asked me to call them, so I wouldn't have to give out my number, but still, even blocking my number from caller ID makes me nervous. So, those of you who have asked, stand by, we're working on it.

Thursday November 1, 2007 - 09:14am

Monday morning

I haven't even touched my computer since Friday afternoon, so here's a quick weekend rundown:

Friday evening my lover came over. I was already sore from all the masturbating, so before he could fuck me, we had a couple of glasses of wine. We fucked for a couple of hours, but mostly I sucked him, just because I was so sore. He's so big and thick and likes to fuck rough that by the time we were done, my poor pussy was so bruised that I had to take something to help me sleep.

Mr. Smith came home Saturday morning to find me still sleeping. He brought me his cage and I put it back on him. He opened my legs to find that my pussy was still very red and inflamed from Friday's activities. He kissed it gently and softly licked. It took over an hour, but he did bring me to a very nice orgasm. After, we spent the day in bed, reading, dozing and watching TV. It was nice to spend time with him.

Yesterday was chilly but sunny, so we put on our walking shoes and had a nice stroll around the park and then lunch at my favorite deli.

Thank you, everyone, for all the emails, friend requests and messages. I'm glad you're all enjoying the blog.

Monday October 29, 2007 - 06:35am

Interesting turn of events

No sooner did I click post did I get a message from a man with a brain and a big cock. Maybe there is something to this whole "cyber" thing. While talking to him, I used my rabbit and came so hard that I fell over. Even talking about it now has made me horny again. I love lazy days at home.

Friday October 26, 2007 - 10:33am

Disappointments and serendipity (Friday October 26, 2007 - 09:09am)

My lover had to cancel our sleep over last night. So, late last night I logged on to messenger and had a chat with a beautiful woman. Halfway through the conversation, I was touching myself. By the end of the conversation, we had both cum. I had heard about people having cyber sex, but the idea to me seemed absurd. I was surprised at how turned on I was by the experience. It was a nice chat, as well.

So far, every man that has that IM'd me has been a total moron. Let me restate that I'm not here looking for a hookup. I don't want to meet you, I'm not going to give you my picture or show myself on cam. I'm not going to fuck any of you men. If you want to message me, have something to say. I know that there are intelligent men in the world. They just don't seem to be on Yahoo.

While I'm on the rant ... why don't people use real words in chat? Is "how are you?" so much more difficult to type than "how r u"? People can put 3 x's in the word sexy but can't type "you"? I guess it's just me showing my age, but I know if typing was offered in high school back when I went, I know in the computer age it's probably a mandatory class. I'm also reasonably sure that spelling is still taught and I doubt that they haven't added "ur" to Websters. Also, I'm sure that every keyboard still has a shift key to make capital letters and they still come equipped with periods. Is forming a complete legible sentence so terrible?

Mr. Smith is still gone and won't be home until tomorrow. I haven't quite figured out what I'm going to do today since it's raining, but hot coffee and a good book are sounding good. I'm sure books still use correct grammar and spelling.

Is this what Yahoo is like? (Thursday October 25, 2007 - 09:09am)

This guy messaged me and this is the conversation:

Jason: Hello Mrs Smith
Mrs Smith: Hello
Jason: How are you?
Mrs Smith: Great
Jason: I"m on your friends list on Yahoo 360
Jason: Hi
Jason: I enjoyed reading your blogs
Mrs Smith: Thanks
Mrs Smith: Are you married? your profile doesn't say.
Jason: Wish I could see some pics of you
Mrs Smith: Not gonna happen. Don't ask again.
Jason: No, i'm single
Mrs Smith: Big or little dick?
Jason: average
Jason: 5 to 6
Mrs Smith: Average = little.
Jason: ok
Jason: What else do you want to know?
Mrs Smith: I didn't contact you, remember. You contacted me.
Mrs Smith: So, is there something you want, besides pics?
Jason: Wanted to know if your stories are real
Jason: or just made up
Mrs Smith: No. They're all made up because I have nothing better to do with my time. you've been a real treat, Jason. Really. Bye bye.

Let's make something clear here. I don't post these blogs to give jerks like Jason a thrill. I post them to share with people similar to us and hope to get some feedback. If you're just here to spank it to what I write, then don't bother messaging me. I have far better things to do with my time.

I'll probably write more tomorrow.

Hubby came (Wednesday October 24, 2007 - 09:53pm)

Oh! This yahoo thing just frustrates the hell out of me! I just typed this blog, now I have to retype it because they lost it ... again.


I just put Mr. Smith in a cab. He won't be home until Saturday. While he was in the shower, I sneaked in and took off his cage. He knew I'd have to take it off before he left because of the metal detectors at the airport. I knelt before him and stroked him with one hand, rubbing my pussy with the other. This drives him crazy. He came on my breasts within minutes.

Later this morning, I have a meeting at the club to start working on hubby's birthday party in January. Then to the spa for a massage, manicure/pedicure and waxing. I need to be smooth for my overnight guest tonight. Of course, hubby knows. He's been told not to call.

Thinking about tonight has made me really horny, so I'm going to go finish what I started on myself in the shower.
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Winding down
Hubby got home a little over an hour ago and went straight to bed. He's leaving town in the morning and has a long flight, so no teasing. I wish he'd come home sooner.

On the upside, I had a little girl on girl action today. She's lovely with a really nice set of tits. She's a trophy wife as well. Her husband is 40ish and she's only in her late 20s. I love doing her ... almost as much as I love doing her husband. *evil laugh* It's really awkward when they're both over for dinner. I'm so tempted to tell one of them that I'm fucking the other, just so we can get together for a threesome. It seems strange to me that I've had sex with men and women but not at the same time. This is something a fantasize about regularly and tend to be attracted to porn that features threesomes.

It also find it odd that as much as I screw around on my husband, I've never asked him to watch. Nor has he ever asked to watch. I think I would enjoy it. I wonder how he'd feel about watching his wife a take a cock that's much, much larger than that ridiculous thing he has in his pants.

He's fast asleep, so I think I'll grab one of the toys and head in to the great room to watch some of that threesome porn. Maybe one day I'll get the nerve to do that myself.

Poor horny hubby (Wednesday October 24, 2007 - 08:54am)

My husband came home late last night after having dinner with clients and some of the other partners in their firm. I was on the bed slowly rubbing my clit while I watched a movie. He came in and placed a beautiful emerald ring on my finger. He told me that he'd been thinking about me all day and how excited he was that we were sharing our little secret (well, as much as we can share) and that he was so horny that his tiny little dick dripped so much that he had to put a handkerchief in his underwear. It's been almost 4 weeks since he'd cum, so I unlocked him and stroked him very slowly and lightly. (Too much pressure and he'll cum right away.) I took off my nightly and let him play with my tits while I rubbed him and told him about the fuck I'd had earlier with my lover. He started trying to hump my hand for more pressure to try to cum. I pulled my hand away and got in a spread eagle position before him. He knew perfectly well that this was not an invitation to fuck, but an offer for a meal. He ate me like a starving man until I came twice. I rolled him back over and grabbed his hard dick. (Fully hard it's only about 3 inches long.) I brought him to the edge 4 times before smacking it soft and locking it back in to his cage. I kissed him, thanked him for the ring. He told me he loves me and thanked me for the tease. He left the room, I guess to have a good cry. He came back in after I was already asleep and he was gone before I woke this morning.

Wow! What a day! (Tuesday October 23, 2007 - 02:59pm)

It's so exciting to finally be able to share with others the lifestyle my husband and I lead. I not only created this 360 but also created a Yahoo group which I hope others will join and share their stories. My husband joined from his office. After he saw everything I did, he begged me to come downtown, unlock him and masturbate him right there in his office. (Did I mention he's locked in a chastity device?)

Anyway, I got so turned on by all of this, that I rushed to the great room to put a porn in to watch on the big screen. I had just turned on my toy and the phone rang. It was one of my lovers who's wife went to the club for the day. Of course, I asked him over and we fucked hard!!!

Hubby called a bit ago and told me he's leaving town Thursday for depositions out of state. Hurray! I think I'll have a sleepover.

Introduction 10/23/07

My husband and I met 12 years ago. He was 42 and I was 25. He was shorter than average, nearly completely gray, balding and slightly overweight. He represented me in a law suit against my boss (a rather sleazy personal injury attorney) for sexual harassment. The day we settled, he asked me to dinner. He messengered a Chanel dress with matching shoes and hand bag to my apartment.

After a few weeks of dating and many expensive gifts, I decided it was time to let him make love to me. He took me back to his house in the finest part of our city. He nearly pulled my arm out of the socket leading me his bedroom. I fully expected to see a tent in his suit pants, but there was nothing. I figured I'd give him a thrill by stripping in front of him, which he watched with the eagerness of a teen about to lose his virginity. He laid me on the bed without undressing himself and kissed me gently, yet passionately. He told me that he loved me as he worked his way down to my nipples, kissing and sucking them. He went down on me and brought me to one explosive orgasm after another. I was in complete ecstasy and begged him to take me, completely forgetting that I was not attracted to him. While still kneeling on the floor, he removed his suit and slipped on a condom. He moved between my legs, pumped a few times and came. I never felt it.

He quickly ran to the bathroom to flush the condom. He came out in his pajama bottoms. I laid on the bed completely stunned by what had just happened. He apologized and handed me his pj top to wear.

I never saw my apartment again. The next morning, he sent two men to retrieve the few valuables that I owned and they left the rest. The following weekend, we flew to Vegas (first class, of course), and got married. On our wedding night, he pleasured me orally and fucked me for all of 30 seconds. I saw his penis for the first time that night and was completely repulsed by it. It was uncircumcised and tiny. He apologized for his inadequacies and promised me I'd never be an unsatisfied wife.

We flew home after the weekend, because he had to work. Within the week, I had my first visit with a plastic surgeon, by his suggestion. I went from a small B cup to a full double D. Soon after, I had my nose narrowed, my teeth whitened and braces put on. He turned the pool house in to a gym, that he "suggested" I use every morning. In no time, I went from a size 10 to a 6.

It was six months before I'd met anyone he knew, including his two sons from his first marriage. I was lonely. When he was home, he did his best to entertain me but he worked nearly 80 hours each week. We took long weekends away a couple of times but it wasn't enough. He must have also sensed my sexual frustration because a vibrator appeared in my lingerie drawer one day about two months in to our marriage. I was enraged. Mostly because I was still naive about female masturbation. He kissed me, apologized for presuming I'd want it and asked me to hold on to it anyway.

One night when he was away on business, I was watching a movie on HBO with a very graphic love scene. I longed for the time when I had an active sex life and started to feel very achy and horny. I remembered the vibrator and thought I'd give it a try. I came hard within a minute. I laughed softly to myself for being so angry.

One afternoon, my husband came home early carrying a dress box. He told him to go get ready for a party. After showering, doing my hair, applying my make up, and putting on the dress (that had an neckline nearly down to my bellybutton), we left. At the party he introduced me to other attorneys, politicians, surgeons and other men of wealth. Their wives were all older than me, many were frumpy looking in their expensive dresses and all of them looked at me with open disgust. My husband told me they were jealous and to pay them no mind. The men were friendly, eager to shake my hand and kiss my cheek. My husband beamed with pride and I realized what I was. A trophy wife. I was good with that.

Now after 12 years of marriage, my husband is 64 and I am 38. Publicly, we are the perfect couple. I am kind to his friends and colleagues and a good host. We play tennis and golf together. We attend many fund raisers and parties. He only works 50 to 60 hours each week now, so we have more time.

Privately, my husband is chaste. He hasn't fucked me in 11 years and only cums when I masturbate him which isn't very often. I have fucked more than 25 other men and women and am completely addicted to sex. My husband is completely aware of my infidelities, because I flaunt them in front of him. I strut my naked body in front of him because I know it makes him want me. I'm no longer a size 6, but my tits look as good as the day he bought them.

When I'm not hosting a party, at a fund raiser, at the club or shopping, I'm fucking one of my neighbors or one of their wives. When I'm not doing that, I'm watching porn and playing with my toys.

I've been wanting to go public with our lifestyle for quite some time, but that is impossible because of his job and our standing in our community. We are very discreet, so please don't ask to meet us, for pictures, for our city or our real names. I won't give them.

I created this blog to talk other women who cuckold their husbands, women who fuck other women, big cocked men who like to fuck married women, little dicked losers who need teasing with no release.

Starting this blog

I'm moving everything from yahoo here. I frankly just don't trust them. The blogs will be posted in the order that they were posted on yahoo with the dates.