Road to recovery

I'm feeling much better, but still have a way to go before I'm back to my normal frisky self. I was so groggy when I typed my last blog, but I'm pretty clear headed right now, as I've stopped taking the pain pills. I'm still achy and not very pretty, but long soaks in the hot tub and make up help.

The accident was 10 days ago and this is the longest I've been without sex since I started cheating on Mr. Smith. I've had thoughts of sex, but I haven't been horny enough to really pursue it. Although I am thinking about it right now.

I haven't been out of the house except to follow up with my doctor and Mr. Smith is eager to go out and look for a new car, especially while the weather is still cold and prices are down. While I've always been fond of smaller sporty cars, I'm thinking maybe I'll go with an SUV this time. But right now, buying a new car just isn't a priority to me.

Thank you to those of you who've sent well wishes. That was very sweet and appreciated.

Freak accident

I'm sure a few of you have been wondering where I've been. Last Saturday night driving home from the club, a deer ran out in front of my car. Fortunately, I didn't hit the deer, but did hit a tree when I swerved to miss him. I wasn't seriously hurt, but my car was totaled and I have a few cuts and bruises, mainly where the seatbelt locked up and the air bag deployed. I also got a few stitches on my left shoulder.

Mr. Smith was at home as much as he could be, but other friends have been dropping by to keep me company and help me out around here. Today is the first day I can move without a lot of pain, but I'm still very sore. I won't type long, but I wanted to let my faithful readers know that I haven't dropped off the planet. Hopefully by Monday I'll be back to normal.

Vibes are wonderful!

I came just by sitting in my vibrator watching this.

Pain!

I can hardly sit today. Yesterday one of my lovers was over for an early morning romp and then another over for an afternooner. While I enjoyed both fucks, but my pussy feels abused and my jaws are sore. This morning I sat in the hot tub to try to feel better and I do, slightly.

The funny thing is, every time I remember yesterday, all I want to do is reach down and touch myself. How in the world can I be horny after all of that? I'm beginning to wonder if I'm not in some kind of pre-menopause hormonal melt-down. I know I won't get laid today, so Mr. Smith is definitely going down on me tonight.

I know I can't rub myself or penetrate myself today, but I'm wondering how painful it would be if I just sat on my vibe and let the buzzing to all the work to make myself cum ...

or ....

maybe I should just put the porn away and do something constructive.

Nah!

My favorite vids

I've been teasing myself ... but not touching.

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Four

Time alone at last

Mr. Smith has given me a day off, so I'm staying in bed all day. I woke up incredibly horny this morning, but I promised someone I'd keep my hands busy and stay horny just for him. This is going to be hard. Hope he calls soon!

Hectic days

Mr. Smith has been working on a case for several weeks that's been keeping him hopping, therefore he's been keeping me hopping. Between helping him with little things with the case (he's got both of his secretaries buried in work right now), I still have a household to run. I've hardly had any alone time. A few times Mr. Smith has left town overnight and I've gotten some action, but it's hardly enough. I've hardly even had time to masturbate.

When Mr. Smith is bogged down at work, his fuse is considerably shorter, so I've been giving him more orgasms than ever before lately, just to keep him from blowing up at me. Last night, I let him slide his ugly little dick between my tits and I'd never seen him so happy. I lubed them and then let him pump a few times. He was singing this morning, so I guess it helped. Little things please those with little dicks, I guess.

I have another full day ahead of me, but I have a small window to look at some porn and get off before I hit the shower and get started.

Interesting

Two of the three links in the previous post had their pictures changed.

I'm not feeling well today. I'm going back to bed. Hopefully more this weekend or Monday.

Still pissed

Above are images that I've displayed on my 360 page and had them deleted by the morality police at yahoo.

Now, take a look at this profile.
And this profile.
And this profile.


Makes my pictures look pretty tame, huh?

I give up

I don't get it with yahoo. There's someone on my friends list that has his dick head for his picture and it remains. I have a picture of a guy undoing a bra ... from behind, no nudity what-so-ever ... and they remove it and the one that says "I fuck on the first date". What are they so afraid of? And who's job is it to sit and look at every 360 profile to make sure that every one of them is the squeaky clean? It really messes up my day when I log in and see that shit. OK, I can see deleting them if they're really obscene or have children or animals involved or the act is illegal, but bra unhooking?? Please Yahoo, pull the pole out of your ass.

Now, on to other news in the world of the Smiths. Mr. Smith came again last night. I forgot to put in my last blog that I let him cum for Christmas. He's just so stressed at work right now and a cranky husband is a difficult one. I teased and played with his ugly little thing for awhile before I let him cum on my tits and he slept like a baby, which he hasn't done in a few weeks.

My date for yesterday was a no show thanks to his wife, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I'll get some action today. My vibe got a good workout, however.

Taking a breather

This past week has been absolutely non-stop for Mr. Smith and me.

Mr. Smith spend the day after Christmas and most of last week at work on a case. A few nights, he didn't even come home. When I wasn't helping him with it, I was entertaining one of his golf buddies who's wife was back east visiting her family for the holidays.

Friday morning, Mr. Smith called and told me to pack for some place warm, so I called for an emergency waxing and then I waited and waited for him to come home. He didn't get home until nearly 11. He slept for a little while and we caught a 5am flight to Mexico. We got home last night late. And yes, I fucked in Mexico.

Mr. Smith is back at work this morning. I slept later than usual. I need to still have a shower and wash my hair. I'm having company later this afternoon.

Right now, I'm using my vibe and remembering the sex on the warm sand.

Finally some alone time

I love my family and I'm always thrilled when they come to visit, but this morning, I was happy to see their tail lights. Mr. Smith was almost right behind them; I think he wanted to time to himself, too. So, as soon as everyone left, I grabbed my lap top and crawled back in to bed. It's been a week since I've even checked my email. I have someone coming over in a couple of hours, but I can't wait that long, so I'm going to get off a couple of times with some of my favorite porn. I haven't had an orgasm since family arrived and I'm out of my mind with lust!

Tuesday we will have Christmas with Mr. Smiths' kids and grandkids and then hopefully everything will go back to normal around here and I can spend a little more time on line.

I hope each and everyone one of you has a wonderful Christmas!

Hell is plus one.

Mr. Smith's mother passed last week, so everything has been a little chaotic with family being here. Even though she was elderly, she was in good health, so her passing was a surprise. Everyone expected her to live another 20 years just to make my life Hell. I was the gold digging slut her married her son and she told me every day of our marriage how glad she was that we never had children together because they'd never be as good as the boys that Mr. Smith had with her saintly first wife. (Who is just a big of a hag as she was.)

I feel bad for my husband who is grieving and feels guilty because he couldn't stand to be anywhere near her even though she was his mother. Fortunately, my sister-in-law is just as happy as I am that she's gone, even though her marriage was actually accepted.

Thing won't be any more calm around here until after Christmas. Later this week, my family (that my husband playfully refers to as the Clampetts) will be coming to visit. While my father is not at all nasty to Mr. Smith, he is almost 10 years younger than him, so that relationship has always been a little awkward. Mr. Smith likes my brother and his wife and children, so they will be staying as well. I'm looking forward to seeing everyone, since I haven't been home since the summer.

Yesterday, while Mr. Smith gone taking his brother and sister-in-law to the airport, one of my lovers came over and eased some of my stress. Since my husband knew what would be going on at home, he took his time coming back. We fucked for hours and my lover was dying to put it in my ass. I told him I'd let him if he promised to donate $5000 to the shelter where I volunteer. He laughed and said, "make it $10,000", so I got my ass fucked hard. I'm a little sore today, but no less horny.

I hope to be able to write again before Christmas, but if not, I hope all of my readers have a joyous and safe holiday.

Ice Ice Baby

I'm just getting home after being in a hotel due to power outages in my area. Mr. Smith and I are fortunate enough that we don't have to worry too much when we lose power due to storms, but others aren't as lucky, so please keep the less fortunate in your prayers this winter and don't forget to donate to the charity of your choice this Christmas.

I can't write much. It's still only 50 degrees in my house even with the fireplaces going. Hope all of you are staying warm.

Home again

Mr. Smith and I just got back last night from a ski trip. I'm so sleepy I just want to crawl back under the covers and fall asleep, but I have way too much to do today. I think once I get some coffee in me, I'll be fine, but sleeping just sounds wonderful.

I've talked before about the fact that Mr. Smith does not watch me with my lovers because we don't want them knowing that he knows. Because this weekend we were so far from home, Mr. Smith did watch me with the man I was with. At first I was so nervous, but once I got in to it, I was screaming for more. I had at least 10 orgasms with hubby watching me and he had one once the other man was gone.

This has been a year of firsts. Wonder what next year will bring.

Just Saturday stuff

Mr. Smith is gone all day playing cards, I'll be joining him at the club shortly, but I've had all morning to myself and it's been wonderful. I've had help making it wonderful.

I did let Mr. Smith cum on my boobs the other night and he's been the dream husband since. Not that he's not the dream husband all the time. I'm mean, let's face it. Not many men let their wives get as much sex as she wants with other men while he walks around with blue balls all the time. Plus, he lets me have anything I want.

Last night, I wanted to take in a movie and he agreed, so we looked up show times and I picked a total chick flick. He didn't even make a face. We had an hour to kill, so we turned on the TV in the bedroom and started watching The Departed on HBO. We got so comfy that we decided to stay in and he went and got ice cream, chocolate syrup and bananas. We ate ice cream in bed and watched the movie. I also got a nice foot massage.

I've got Christmas shopping plans all day tomorrow, so I'll post again Monday. Everyone have a great weekend.

Frustration

It's been a long time since I've been this sexually frustrated. I actually did have sex this morning, but it was just a quickie. That's all my lover had time for. I needed much, much more. I had an orgasm, but still fill really pent up. I think later today, I'm going to see if the spa can squeeze me in for a massage and then I'll let Mr. Smith go down on me tonight. Even though Mr. Smith is useless with his dick, his mouth is actually pretty satisfying. If he doesn't it long and good enough, I'll let him cum on my boobs. It's been awhile since I've let him cum.

I need to relax. Maybe some shopping would help.

Interesting ...

I found this in another blog and it was so dead on, I thought I'd share:

A SEXUAL IDENTITY STUDY..LOOKS GOOD!!

the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity. Scroll down to the letter corresponding to the first letter of your first name and see what your name reveals about YOUR sexual identity!

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-A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.

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-B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments and particularly when it comes to lovemaking. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite and abstain from sex if need be. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

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-C- You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You must be able to talk to your sex partner before, during, and after. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sexual and sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual activity. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

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-D- Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in pursuit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly sexual, passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement, sometimes possessive and jealous. Sex to you is a pleasure to be enjoyed. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open mind.

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-E- Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important than the sexual act for you, but once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep with a good book. (Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book.)

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-F- You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very generous lover.

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-G- You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of erotic stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active, sexually that is, when you find the time. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to a lover, but no trouble getting close sexually.

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-H- You seek a mate who can enhance your reputation and earning ability. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be frugal in your spending and dating habits and equally cautious in your sexual involvement. You are a sensual and patient lover.

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-I- You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... Even worshipped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of sexual expression. You bore easily and thus require sexual adventure and change. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.

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-J- You are totally marvelous!

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-K- You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated.

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-L- You are very romantic, idealistic, and somehow you believe that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate or attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as your lover's savior. You are sincere, passionate, lustful, and dreamy. You can't help falling in love. You really enjoy stimulating yourself, though you are fairly new to it. You fantasize and get turned on by movies and magazines. You do not tell others of this secret life, nor of your sexual fantasies.

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-M- You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total sexual freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is inexhaustible. You also enjoy mothering your mate.

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-N- You are crap in bed. Much practice and learning is needed.

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-O- You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your sexual energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate, sexual lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Sex is serious business; thus you demand intensity and diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.

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-P- You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearances count, therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy; A good fight stimulates those sex vibes. You are relatively free of sexual hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

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-Q- You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you, sexually or otherwise. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and lots of conversation to turn you on and keep you going.

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-R- You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is very important to you. You have to be proud of your partner. You are privately very sexy, but you do not brag, you are willing to serve as teacher. Sex is important; you can be a very demanding playmate.

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-S- You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along.

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-T- You are very sensitive, private, and sexually passive; you like a partner who takes the lead. Music, soft lights and romantic thoughts turn you on. You fantasize, but do not tend to fall in and out of love easily. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic, mushy, and extremely intense. You enjoy having your senses and your feelings stimulated, titillated, and teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, oftentimes all in your own head.

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-U- You are enthusiastic and idealistic when in love. When not in love, you are in love with love, always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need adventure, excitement, and freedom. You deal in potential relationships. You enjoy giving gifts and enjoy seeing your mate looking good. Your sex drive is strong and you desire instant ratification. You are willing to put your partner's pleasures above your own.

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-V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out. You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on, even though you yourself may not be a participant.

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-W- You are very proud, determined, and you refuse to take no for an answer when pursuing love. Your ego is at stake. You are romantic, idealistic, and often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner as he or she really is. You feel deeply and throw all of yourself into your relationships. Nothing is too good for your lover. You enjoy playing love games.

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-X- You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You talk while you make love. You can have the greatest love affairs, all by yourself, in your own head.

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-Y- You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forgo the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your performance. You are an open, stimulating, romantic bedmate.

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-Z- For you, it is business before pleasure. If you are in any way bothered by career, business, or money concerns, you find it very hard to relax and get into the mood. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and are capable of much sensuality. But you never lose control of your emotions. You are very careful and cautious before you give your heart away and your body, for that matter. Once you make the commitment, though, you stick like glue.

Hassel

This shit with Yahoo has been one giant pain in the ass. How in the hell am I supposed to find all the people I had on my friends list again? Plus, I can't get in to monitor my own yahoo group, so I'm going to have to create another.

I need to cum. I think it would take the edge off. I don't feel like just masturbating to porn and Mr. Smith is home, so I can't fuck tonight. Grrrrr!!! I feel so stressed!

Yahoo ... yeah right

Maybe they should change their name to Boohoo since they make their users want to cry.

My new user name is luvs_the_big_1s

My new email address is luvs_the_big_1s@hotmail.com

Hope you all find me!